December 2011
7 posts
Over thinking;
I need to stop second-guessing myself. Why do I have a harder time trusting myself than trusting others? I need to learn to respect the decisions that I make, because I obviously made them for a reason. I’m just glad I didn’t act on my nervous impulses. I’m glad I didn’t screw anything up. This is too good to give up just yet.
Is that really so;
My mind is telling me one thing but my heart another. I don’t know how I feel about this anymore. I don’t want to just keep pretending, but I can’t stop because I don’t know if I even am or not. I wish I knew myself better. I really just don’t want to hurt you.
Where did the sparks go? Did they every exist in the first place? Or was I just blinded from the today? I...
Friends and family;
People say you get to choose your friends and not your family, which is true, but is that really a plus? I think the reason being is that family is irreplaceable. I would rather have the presence of mortality than choice, because you can choose what your family sees of you and how they are to you. It’s a choice in and of itself.
Precious;
He wrote me a letter and snuck it into one of my boxes. Finding that little surprise topped an already great day. I’m simply the luckiest.
Melts my heart;
A guys that’s down to watch chick flicks with me <3
Pet Peeve #23
When the whole world decides to text you at the same time, after having a whole hour where no one was talking to you. Thanks guys, for blowing up my phone.
Restless;
I think it’s funny how the one night you don’t text me “good night” is the one night where couldn’t get myself to sleep, woke up throughout the night, and couldn’t for the life of me sleep in happily. Hm, at least I have assurance for tonight.